Payback...almost

>>props to a certain Ryan Calacsan for the photo on the right, i love it!

So freshman year's over. I guess there's a lot of say about how it went. School-wise, I'm disappointed. I feel like I could have done so much better. Just something to work on for next year, I guess. Leaving today was somewhat bittersweet. I'm sad to leave all the friends that I made over the year, and yet I'm happy and excited to start the summer. It really did feel like the friends that I made this year were people that I could call family; people that I could really count on. Whether I met you in the beginning of the school year, or wayyy towards the end, know you all made an impact on me, and I'll always remember you...

"So what do we call it, the begininng's end...or the end's beginning?"

To finish off, the lyrics to the song that I've been oh-so-addicted to for the past couple days. Thanks to my best friend, Pam Cabrera, for that one...enjoy!

'this is not a test, not a test
there can't be any secrets.
do you think that i can see you?
i know it's late; i need you...

to open my chest, my chest
fix whatever you need to be fixed
so long as i can hold you,
breathe in rhythm with you...

it's all that i've waited for.

this is payback for all of the words
that never meant enough to keep me concerned
every homesick letter that never had the strength to find your door.

this is just enough to keep me concerned
with every hope i had that you would return
and now i've learned that you've become everything I once hated and still depend on.

this is torturous, torturous
so close i can feel your touch.
i'd be patient but i lust for you
i'll do anything you want me to.
i'll be the best chance you take
lost in the rhythm our bodies make
[boy] you know i lust for you,
i'll do anything you want me to

it's all that i've waited for

this is payback for all of the words
that never meant enough to keep me concerned
Every homesick letter that never had the strength to find your door

this is just enough to keep me concerned
with every hope i had that you would return
and now i've learned that you've become everything i once hated and still depend on

and if all i can do
is just sit and wait for you
then i guess i'll just be waiting till the end
oh I guess i'll just be waiting till the end'

<3