"...you know what's coming now. I could be your only way out."
For what seems like forever and a day, I've felt empty, like there was this hole in the middle of my chest. The problem is, I feel like it could be there for a number of reasons, and none of them all too pleasant...
I guess what I'm trying to say is that semi-annual 'rut' that we all know and love has returned, and this time it's packin' heat. I can't say that there's no one to blame for it. In truth, I could have just as easily been the one to call it out of hiding this time. The irksome part about this all is that, like all previous ruts I've been in, I have no definite and foolproof solution for getting rid of it.
Maybe it's karma. Maybe it's the universe doing its part in maintaining the balance of things in the world. All the bad things that I've done unto others has just reciprocated itself back to me in the form of one super-concentrated shot of emotional mayhem. No cream or sugar added.
Like always, I guess I'll have to bite my tongue and hold my breath until this all subsides.
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